zen_mistress
05-15-2006, 07:04 PM
Here I am sitting at my desk of my receptionist job. I just dont like my life. I am not good in the workplace and I can never think of the right things to say, my foot is always stuck in my mouth. I have little in the way of common sense and am slow to make decisions... poor social skills, I am always forgetting stuff and mixing stuff up. The world seems designed for organised, sensible, socially competent people :( and I am just not one of those.
About the only things that I have going for me is the fact that I am good with words and languages, I am a good listener, and I have an excellent long-term memory... but in this particular job I feel like an idiot.
In fact I feel like an idiot everywhere I go.
i would like to go overseas but I know I should stay and focus on doing some kind of study. But I feel so depressed in this city, like my life is passing me by.
:( :( just not feeling my best right now. thanks for letting me rant.
Cel
About the only things that I have going for me is the fact that I am good with words and languages, I am a good listener, and I have an excellent long-term memory... but in this particular job I feel like an idiot.
In fact I feel like an idiot everywhere I go.
i would like to go overseas but I know I should stay and focus on doing some kind of study. But I feel so depressed in this city, like my life is passing me by.
:( :( just not feeling my best right now. thanks for letting me rant.
Cel