Adam Strange
10-08-2006, 11:53 AM
Some of you read my SOS post (http://www.quarterlifecrisis.com/forums/showthread.php?t=22862) about my assistant who I called (and will continue to call) Amy. Long story short: She’s new. She hasn’t been working out. I talked to my supervisors (the head honcho who we’ll call Editor A and my direct boss who’ll be Editor B) and the four of us had a meeting. Amy got chewed out. I got off with a light “you’re too nice of a guy.” I feel terrible for everyone in involved.
Now, Amy is writing a news story.
Before I go on, here’s some background: Because he had my job and is generally a decent person, I often talk to my predecessor, who we’ll call Bruce. He says that no one is hired for my job without promotion already in mind. He moved up, the person before him is now a staff writer, the one before him is Editor B. This job is okay but I want to be a staff writer. When I came in, a staff writer left. The position has been empty ever since. Editor A is desperate for news and feature stories. I have not tried to fill the void; at first I wanted to see that I was doing the job I already had well. I felt I had to work equally as hard when Amy’s predecessor (as essential to me as a limb) left and keep working that hard with Amy falling behind (both to keep the section as good and improve her work.
Okay, now I can go on.
Amy met Editor A over lunch for a story-writing lesson, a consideration A had never took for someone else who branched out, according to Bruce. Bruce also says someone pitched the exact same story Amy is doing last year and Editor A rejected it. I guess we’re somewhat desperate this year.
When I started my plan for next week on Friday, Amy told me Editor A said she didn’t have to do as much for our section because of the news story. Editor A, currently out of town at a conference, did not tell me this. I’m miffed that Editor A 1) never told me about this and 2) is taking away some of Amy’s regular responsibly at a critical time for her and I 3) made next week harder for me and 4) seems to be giving her special treatment. At the same time, I understand the shortage of news and feature stories and I'm not doing anything about it.
When Amy talks about her news story, I have to shove my headphones into my ear and grit my teeth. I’m torn between wanting everything to work out for everyone and feeling slighted and threatened. I wonder if Editor A is grooming Amy to take the staff writer position, figuring she didn’t work as an assistant editor, maybe she’ll work out here and besides Adam can handle the section.
They are desperate for a staff writer and they’d prefer it be a woman (there are plenty of women at the paper but all staff writers are male). I support affirmative action, especially in the media where too many people from a single background can seriously slant coverage. But why promote anyone who is lagging behind at her current position? Bruce said stranger things have happened and Editor A can be hypnotized by youth (Amy is 24, the rest of the staff is in their late 20s with one 40-something).
On the other hand, I know Editor B thinks Amy is a major fuck-up and Bruce tends to overemphasize the competitive drama. I know A and B are happy with me but I feel chained to my section and I’m not sure just doing it week-to-week will be enough to get me bumped up. Maybe I’m just working too hard and feeling paranoid. When I told Bruce all this, he said I need to stop worrying so much and have more fun.
If Amy is promoted to staff writer, I’m going to loose my mind. I already feel torn between wanting the best for everyone and feeling jealous and slighted. I can’t handle that everyday.
Any thoughts?
Now, Amy is writing a news story.
Before I go on, here’s some background: Because he had my job and is generally a decent person, I often talk to my predecessor, who we’ll call Bruce. He says that no one is hired for my job without promotion already in mind. He moved up, the person before him is now a staff writer, the one before him is Editor B. This job is okay but I want to be a staff writer. When I came in, a staff writer left. The position has been empty ever since. Editor A is desperate for news and feature stories. I have not tried to fill the void; at first I wanted to see that I was doing the job I already had well. I felt I had to work equally as hard when Amy’s predecessor (as essential to me as a limb) left and keep working that hard with Amy falling behind (both to keep the section as good and improve her work.
Okay, now I can go on.
Amy met Editor A over lunch for a story-writing lesson, a consideration A had never took for someone else who branched out, according to Bruce. Bruce also says someone pitched the exact same story Amy is doing last year and Editor A rejected it. I guess we’re somewhat desperate this year.
When I started my plan for next week on Friday, Amy told me Editor A said she didn’t have to do as much for our section because of the news story. Editor A, currently out of town at a conference, did not tell me this. I’m miffed that Editor A 1) never told me about this and 2) is taking away some of Amy’s regular responsibly at a critical time for her and I 3) made next week harder for me and 4) seems to be giving her special treatment. At the same time, I understand the shortage of news and feature stories and I'm not doing anything about it.
When Amy talks about her news story, I have to shove my headphones into my ear and grit my teeth. I’m torn between wanting everything to work out for everyone and feeling slighted and threatened. I wonder if Editor A is grooming Amy to take the staff writer position, figuring she didn’t work as an assistant editor, maybe she’ll work out here and besides Adam can handle the section.
They are desperate for a staff writer and they’d prefer it be a woman (there are plenty of women at the paper but all staff writers are male). I support affirmative action, especially in the media where too many people from a single background can seriously slant coverage. But why promote anyone who is lagging behind at her current position? Bruce said stranger things have happened and Editor A can be hypnotized by youth (Amy is 24, the rest of the staff is in their late 20s with one 40-something).
On the other hand, I know Editor B thinks Amy is a major fuck-up and Bruce tends to overemphasize the competitive drama. I know A and B are happy with me but I feel chained to my section and I’m not sure just doing it week-to-week will be enough to get me bumped up. Maybe I’m just working too hard and feeling paranoid. When I told Bruce all this, he said I need to stop worrying so much and have more fun.
If Amy is promoted to staff writer, I’m going to loose my mind. I already feel torn between wanting the best for everyone and feeling jealous and slighted. I can’t handle that everyday.
Any thoughts?