AshleyJordan
12-13-2006, 04:07 PM
So, for the most part things are good, but I am feeling a little depressed today because things are really slowing down with the guy I'm seeing. He's got family stuff going on, I tend to get insecure about these things, so I'm worried that this is the end-- before it really began.
Also, as I've indicated on other posts, my job, which I like, isn't quite where I want to be in my life. And the holidays always make me a little depressed cause my family is a very unhealthy influence on me. Surely not a full-blown QLC, and I'm doing everything I can to address this stuff, but I'm just depressed thinking it all over.
I guess the one positive aspect is before something like this would really fuck me up, whereas now, I'm depressed, but I guess I know I'm "doing all the right things."
Also, as I've indicated on other posts, my job, which I like, isn't quite where I want to be in my life. And the holidays always make me a little depressed cause my family is a very unhealthy influence on me. Surely not a full-blown QLC, and I'm doing everything I can to address this stuff, but I'm just depressed thinking it all over.
I guess the one positive aspect is before something like this would really fuck me up, whereas now, I'm depressed, but I guess I know I'm "doing all the right things."